Much love

whats up?

today is 090909..

gives different meanings to different people..

to me?

its my mums birthday...

happy birthday mum!

much love and gratitude..

i love you forever...

being hungover

hey people.

you never know its over until its over.

right now, im in a hungover part of a relationship.

i feel like im never gonna go over it but suddenly 

i feel a weight lifted over my shoulder.

being a hopeless romantic, i guess its normal to be stranded on an desert island feeling wasted while carrying a flag with your name on it.

i used to think that im all alone..(i know, its sad haha..)

in college nowadays, 

slowly people are recognizing me.

i guess thats how it feels to be accepted.(cheryl,jeremy,zhaf..love ya!)

 

class canceled.

hey people.
this whole week has been harsh for me.
to the point where im really low rite now..
can't think straight and everything doesn't really fall right to place.
my car, my cat, my family, my friends...
even myself for that matter.


How can i trust you? you're the oldest in the family. the one whose goin to carry on the flag.


*sigh*
come to think of it.
it kinda feels like a kick in the teeth when
you are morally down and there nobody here to talk to.
but i guess men don't really cry do they?
they have a heart of steel and use their minds more than their heart.
and they keep that to their self and wait until there is someone caring enough to just stop for a minute and stare into their heart.

I'm Back!

hey people!

how's it happenin?

it's been a while since i've posted..

well,a lot of things happened..

currently,

im in my 2nd week of class..

i'm so relieved to be where i'm now...

a major advancement from my UiTM days...

but im gearing up for the future though..

no more regular joe...

I used to be love drunk,But now I’m hungover

I’ll love you forever,Forever is over

On the personal note...

Im nearly perfecting my guitar resume..

huhu...

and i think im already over her...

but the other day i saw her,

(for the 1st time in like ages)

i didnt give much attention to her

which i think is the most natural thing to do..

after all the things that has been said.

how i wish i could hear her voice again..

now i only can pray.

the ball is in her court..

this can't go on forever can it?...

All the time I wasted on you,All the b**ls**t you put me through

Checking into rehab coz everything that we had didn’t mean a thing to you

mother once said don't play with fire if you can't stand the heat

In class, my batch is fusing with the Jan Intake.

im trying to get to know a few people there..

boy were they great!

Jeremy, Cheryl, Bubu...

i'm gonna hang with them more!

haha...

well, i've got something to do..
Catch you guys soon!

updates-pressing the time

hey guys and girls!

how's it hanging?

i apologize for not being here for a while..

as you know, my final is on the wednesday til friday..

a couple of days from now..

so really giving it my all..

my life is really moving now..

its not as cloudy as before.

so, "lets finish this"

..

this is also to be mention..

i lost my phone

and now my laptop is in the shops..

it is also unknown if it is fixable..

praying my best so that its still ok..

..

my heart is locked up in some treasure chest someone under the sea of people

lastly,

she hasnt call me or text me..

my bestest friend in the world..

which is sad.. :(

and just a heads up,

i just went back to a very special place just a few days ago

and i wanted to share it with everyone..

i was thinkin of layin low for a while till after the finals.

after that i'll share it with you guys ok? ;)

and i'll tell more stories about me..

till' then guys.

love ya!

and take care!

Updates

Hey guys!
its me here,
feeling sleepy and my eyes are droping but im just gonna write this then get ready for class tomorrow..
just finish last assignment today.
huge relief, woot!


haha...




a big hand to Hayatun Munirah for the moral push.(sweet dear)
Just watched Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen.
Action-packed adventure is all i could say ;)
Still hugging Lily(my guitar)
playing her with patience.

This weeks the last week of class i forgot to mention,
so cheerishing every motion.






willing to strap myself to a rocket and fly to the universe carrying a flag with your name



Lastly,
She messaged me,
Its been a couple of weeks now.
waiting.
but she's pretty conservative and quiet.
i dont know whats going on?
she's been pretty secretive.
not that i blame her because i care.
trying to be extra positive.
one day she'll tell me..
i know she will.
thats about it then.
will keep u posted.
and make this place more attractive.



almost forgot
learn a new word yesterday,
'Hopeless romantic'
refering to me i guess.

Story

Let me tell you a story.

Throughout my life,

i have meet different types of people

until recently i meet this girl.

She was everything,

I was in amazement on why there is always a smile on her face.

Her smile always lite up the room.
Shining like the sun.

I wanted to get closer to that light

Just to feel the heat.

being the guy that i am.

at first she doesnt really gave much attention

maybe she think im just like the others.

Let me hold your head and let you sleep soundly in my arms.

Life's like a maze

so i managed to navigate myself

to be closer to her.

I found out many things about her

which is interesting.

I was lucky to have meet her

really lucky.

A really good story

in general have a good ending.

where the two very separate,

independent people

meet,get together

and become an item

well,

right now im quite close to her

i dont know how she's really feeling.

but im cheerishing every moment with her.

*sigh*

I just wanna be close to her.

whatever the weather is,

im always gonna be by her side.

Updates

Hey peeps..

todays father day,

just wanna take this opportunity to wish my pa happy father day..

at the end of the day, he's still my pa right?

now im busy finishing my precis for my college study skills at Taylors.

Things are looking bright now.

just wanna finish it at a brighter prospect.

Guitar wise,

as you know im practising my guitar.

When you say nothing at all by Ronan Keating and

My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne are the two songs in progress.

Its so wicked that i could play it ;)

And i just reconsile with a lost mate,

she's so cool.

taking directing.

trying to hold on to everyone for dear life.

Wednesday's my oral test by the way.

the thought of it gives me shivers.

Lastly, i also meet another friend at KFC just now.

She has sober written all over her face.

being the gentle man that i am :)

didnt wanna disturb her..

she kawaii still..(im still a guy, give me a break)

Will keep you guys posted :)

Hope that you guys have time to think about everything in life

Life's a one chance opportunity..

Opening my eyes

Greetings,

well, time sure flies by when your focusing your might on one single thing for a minute.

Thus, thats why my blog is refered as snapshot.

because when your focusing on something, the most important thing in your life will be spinning around out of control and without a choise you will leave them behind...

I like to keep all things important to me close to my heart as i grow up and protect them as much as i can..

Technically, this is my second blog because i've done it once in Uitm under guidance of a special lecturer.

but somehow it didnt do well so with this one,

all good thoughts go to mind and with humble plea that you guys can comment/critic anything about the blog as long as it is constructive.

This is no half an hour show.

this is no acted drama class,

well, the drama's there but this is me.

This is Muhammad Ikhwan that wants to embrace the world with people in it.

so, without further a do,

A soldier's honour and a lot of thank you for spending your time reading my blog

and if i wanna love u guys(which i do!)

everyone can get to know me a

shadow of a moment better.

so that we can be loving and loved

for lightyears to come!

Enjoy your stay!