Hello.
i figured i should write this non-presumptionly though it has been guessed from a mile trajectory. Some people call it self-reflection, some people call it impulse writing but i wanted to take note of this situation at the very moment as it happen as how i want it to be. An Individual.
Playing over FrankMusik's No I.D., yeah it happen over a very weird day. Its a fact me and her has no more relations whatsoever strictly words speaking. But make no mistake, i still and forever will have a fond spot for her. Im not sad but just that now there's no more person that i could speak too. There's no more person i could have a decent conversation with and with her, there's a space between us that we could talk about anything we want.
The end started over a span of this week when i received a whatsapp message from her gingerly playing with me. it was a glimpse of hope. But after months of her being quiet and not respond to any of my messages, i was ecstatic and couldn't believe it. Deep inside of my mind, I figured she evaded me on numerous occasion for a reason. A reason that both of us knew. But it doesn't giver her right to not talk to me. At all..
That was on the weekend, sunday I think..then I decided since she wasn't going to respond again so i cooked up a scheme to call her 1 time a day over the week to know if it was her or someone else. the plan was on course but i think she couldn't take my FB jab and the numerous call i did on wednesday, i send her short ' good morning', 'good night' message on Thursday then she replied saying 'we need to talk' on 4:30am (around morning, dont remember the exact but it was early), it set the mood i was in for the whole day, worried, sad, wishful...it was surreal on my end. it was like a self-prophecy coming true.
And then it did..
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